I feel humiliated.

I thought things were brightening up today, thinking I maybe found a friend in town that I could actually trust and be trusted with shit.

I felt like I was on top of the world.

Then, I hear from him that he's broken one of the first promises he's ever made to me- and I know he made the promise to himself.

If it were just a broken promise to me, then I might be able to bear with it. I did every time before. But now, he's breaking promises to himself, too.

I feel like I've failed him.

Like I've lost.

I'm sorry.